Thursday, January 13, 2011

I dont know how to love you anymore
I dont know if I could love you more than I did before
Before you said Im sorry
Before you played me like Atari
Before your angry aliens shot down my spaceship heart
I could have loved you more..........................probably
but now I can hardly think about you
without thinking about your drunk bloodshot eyes
raining on my parade
I dont blame it on the goose
I blame you
The alcohol became you
Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde was never a good look on you
There is no excuse for what you do when you drink
so I think there's no forgiveness in me for you
Forgive and forget dont apply to you
cause you broke the rules
but you were hoping that my love would save you
Save you from the ledge
Put my hand on your head,
put your head on my shoulder,
tell you the nightmare is over,
and even though the nights are colder,
my heart is warmer
My body is boiling over
Maybe i shoulda warned ya
You used all your lifelines and aint no starting over
You think Im gonna let you continue to diss and dismiss me and I still be there for ya?
Still care for ya?
Nah, I can care less for ya
Even if I forgave you, it wouldnt do any good for you
You'd find an excuse for a truce
while Dr. Jekyll is mixing the brew
Hmph, and you think its cute
One day you'll realize that having a dick
doesnt mean its ok to be a dick
and maybe you'll change your tune

Monday, January 3, 2011

New Writing

I'm trying to get back into writing and I appreciate all the people who are trying to help the process. So in addition to some poems I'm working on, I'm also working on a short story based on a dream I had. I figure that the short story will help by getting my fingers and mind back in the routine of channeling thoughts onto the paper. Plus, I haven't written a story in a while, unless you count the description of the dreams Ive had.

This should be fun.

Pain Itself

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