I miss writing.
I want to write but I can't.
It's like something has psychologically locked that part of my mind away and no matter what techniques I try, I can't break it. I feel like I hit a literal wall.
And it was so much a part of my life for so long that now, this time without it, I don't feel whole. I have a yearning, a longing for a distant lover.
But this is a battle I will fight to the death. I will never stop trying to break the wall. To rescue and reunite with my love.
That would be a glorious day indeed.